I'm always in love
Loving you like holding a rose,
the rose is you,
beautiful and cheerful,
with red color of graceful.
But, afraid of losing you, i hold you,
hold you so tight,
the tighter i hold, the hurt it feel,
as the torn pierce through my skin, tore my flesh
you never know how it feel,
uncertainty is confusing,
losing is torching,
without you is misery,
hope this never end,
love for ever end,
never wish for any better,
the perfect i could feel ever.
if hurt is for starter,
so be it,
if happy is ever after,
will you take it?
it's my only chance,
wish no other,
my dream in you what come true,
as if no tomorrow come without you,
be with me,
be my angel for my life,
till i die by your side,
i'll love you until that's the only thing i can do
my cheer's for you,
my love for you,
is like holding a rose,
holding tight, i love you so much
February 3rd 2009
Poem January 19th, 2009
life is unfair,
can't i have my love to share?
why they can't be maintain,
i can't hold it again,
thinking of losing you is pain,
i'm mad, going insane
if really i'm going to lose you,
i'll never find someone to replace you
you're my inspiration,
you're my breath,
you're my everything,
i've tried my best to love you,
and i always will,
my heart was once you fixed,
once it's sicked,
you fill me with joy and love,
that i'll never forget to love,
the love that's describe your name,
the love that's always make me remember your name,
you're the best thing in my life,
you're perfect in my sight,
can't bare to lose you,
can't hold my heart to falling apart,
if love is this pain,
i'll never love again,
maybe you'll never be the same again someday,
but my love for you forever stay,
i really want to love you for the rest of my life,
even if it mean loneliness for entire life,
even if it mean seeing you from a distance,
not having you by my side for an instance,
it's the risk i'll take
right now, loving you is all i want
and loving you is the only reason i can survive,
and loving you can make me strong,
though we will be apart.
i'll love you, until that the only thing i can do.
January 19th, 2009
